Re: General Chat: August 2013

by No.1JerlitaFan Thu Aug 22, 2013 9:49 am

I've felt depression before, not serious but I've felt it starting. Fortunately for me, i've always found a way to fight it off, something to be happy for, but I don't know how it feels to be seriously depressed. I really wish I could help out, that's what i do. My entire life i've just been trying to help people, and it really wrenches at me deep inside when I can't help someone. But, I don't know enough about how it feels to help you guys, i'm sorry.

by PeaceKeeper2014 Thu Aug 22, 2013 9:51 am

I'm having some heavy depression due to some... real bad memories in my life, ones that literally scared my mind. Sad

I can't get those and those faces outta my head and I keep having some kind of memory attack every day or so. Just lost almost every friend I have here, due to moving, and I'm not really a huge people person, since I have trouble socializing, even though I'm a great guy to talk to.

by No.1JerlitaFan Thu Aug 22, 2013 9:55 am

Damn, you even had to move? I hate moving, I know how much that sucks to lose all your friends, especially since I also have trouble socializing, so this time I know how that feels.

by PeaceKeeper2014 Thu Aug 22, 2013 9:57 am

Well, my friends moved this year. I move every 3 years due to military re-basing, etc. But, most of my friends either transferred or moved on their own or even graduated. But, now, some random memory attacks start more and more often, that's what I'm really worrying about.

by No.1JerlitaFan Thu Aug 22, 2013 10:09 am

Is it possible these memory attacks are being are becoming more common because your friends are moving away?

by PeaceKeeper2014 Thu Aug 22, 2013 10:16 am

No. It's not that. It's difficult to explain from my POV. It's all random. Random, yet, these memories show me the worst days I've seen. Just don't know how to explain it. And, a lot of those memories contribute to my depression.

by No.1JerlitaFan Thu Aug 22, 2013 10:24 am

I understand, well, not really, but I understand what you mean by it's all random. If you ever just need to talk to someone, about anything, just send me a PM, it doesn't even have to be about this, just anything, okay?

by PeaceKeeper2014 Thu Aug 22, 2013 10:25 am

You got it man. Smile

Thanks.

by No.1JerlitaFan Thu Aug 22, 2013 5:25 pm

No problem, the people at my school all know me as the guy they can literally talk to anything about without me judging them, looking at them funny, or anything. I've had drug addicts talk to me about how much it sucks to be stuck in the hellhole of cocaine addiction, and then the next day i'll be talking to someone else about getting bullied. I've never once had anyone say that talking to me was a mistake.

by LongHairedAelita Thu Aug 22, 2013 5:34 pm

I'm platinum blonde now. Smile

It's been forever since I've dyed my hair. I miss my pink hair though. **sigh**

by No.1JerlitaFan Thu Aug 22, 2013 10:15 pm

You gave up pink hair for blonde hair!?!?!?!

by LongHairedAelita Thu Aug 22, 2013 10:52 pm

No lol, I dyed my hair pink last year. Had to get rid of it though because of prom and I haven't dyed my hair since until now. I did platinum blonde because my work doesn't allow any unnatural hair color. :/

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Here's what it used to look like. See where I got my username from now? Lol. I even dyed my eyebrows pink so it looked natural. Smile

by No.1JerlitaFan Thu Aug 22, 2013 11:40 pm

Oh okay, yeah, I see where you got your username from. It's very fitting. xD

I think I prefer the pink, sucks that your work doesn't allow unnatural hair color. What is your work?

by LongHairedAelita Thu Aug 22, 2013 11:49 pm

For now, it's Fast Food lol. I'm going to College in January, so maybe I can go back then. Smile

by No.1JerlitaFan Fri Aug 23, 2013 12:28 am

Awesome! Although, I've never heard of fast food places caring about their employee's hair color. The manager must just be a jerk. Anyways, best of luck with college, I hope January rolls around soon for yah! Very Happy

by **Snickie** Sun Aug 25, 2013 5:33 pm

College has taken over my life. Woo music major!
I'm sick today, so I'm here instead of in the practice room on the other side of campus.

by cya6 Sun Aug 25, 2013 5:35 pm

Forgot you were in college, Snick. You there already?

by **Snickie** Sun Aug 25, 2013 5:42 pm

I got here for the beginning of orientation on Saturday. Classes started in earnest on Thursday.

by cya6 Sun Aug 25, 2013 6:00 pm

Oh god, so soon. I hate the fall. Sorry, Autumn.

by **Snickie** Sun Aug 25, 2013 6:06 pm

I don't mind fall until it gets cold. Also I'm not too keen on thunderstorms but I suppose those are necessary.

by No.1JerlitaFan Sun Aug 25, 2013 8:43 pm

Ugh, hurricane season is about to start and I live on the Eastern Seaboard. Anyways, my brother's back off to college Sad

by **Snickie** Sun Aug 25, 2013 9:39 pm

Hurricane season started in June.
We're about to enter the height of hurricane season.
I live in Florida. I should know.

by No.1JerlitaFan Sun Aug 25, 2013 10:05 pm

Really? I always heard hurricane season was September, or is that a misconception and that is just when the height of hurricane season is?

by Heart of Lyoko Mon Aug 26, 2013 5:19 am

I went insane last night. I had to wait for my father's phone to finish charging, and I stayed up till past 1. I was pretty much acting like a brat and throwing a hissy fit. To myself, of course. I still have no idea what overcame me last night.

I think that all the stuff that happened recently was taking its toll on me, and I just shut down and became a child again. Wat.

by Stella Luce 333 Mon Aug 26, 2013 7:37 am

I think everybody has moments like that...Since you were by yourself, I don’t think there was any harm done. Nobody even has to know!

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