General Chat: September 2013
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General Chat: September 2013
Welp, it's September, which means everyone should be back in school by now.
How's that going for y'all?
How's that going for y'all?
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Actually, my school starts the 3rd. I can bet it won't be fun, though my friend did decided to drop out of AP Physics.
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Nope still on holiday don't go back until the 4th, so I get the spend the next 3 days doing all the work I've avoided for the passed 6 weeks.
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-Sigh- I start on the 3rd, but I really don't want to go back to doing homework, assignments and presentations again.
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I know the feeling and there's still so much homework to do before I go back and I'm still procrastinating like quit being a pottymouth.
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haha yeah I procrastinate all the time. It really sucks though because all this work piles up and then you barely have anytime to do it. And then when the time comes for me to finish it, I just sit and look at this big pile of work that I didn't even start yet
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I've had the whole summer to do it, and it's not like I haven't had time I've just had 0 motivation and a lot of distractions -.-
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Same applies to me. They forced deadlines on us throughout the summer this time though.
I need to annotate a book for the 3rd though, but the teacher didn't give any specifics, and I never bought the book..
I need to annotate a book for the 3rd though, but the teacher didn't give any specifics, and I never bought the book..
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I went insane yesterday, on the first day of September.
Long story:
Get me out of here.
Long story:
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- So, here goes. Yesterday, my dad started shouting at me just because I didn't teach my sister how to do some math. At first, I was numb, just sitting there and staring into space, accepting it, like some kind of emotional denial.
The, I started breaking down. It started rather quietly, and it escalated into a full blown breakdown. I was pretty much bawling my eyes out. My father was still scolding me, talking to me in that harsh tone, ordering me to do things.
Soon after that, I started hyperventilating, for the first time. Ironic, how I was a first-aider, yet I couldn't help myself. I was breathing really heavily, I couldn't calm down, breathing my recycled air was of no use, and throughout the whole thing, I was crying and in emotional distress. Yet that father didn't stop scolding me. He scolded me for being useless, for not being able to help myself, for 'still being so selfish even though you were in Red Cross'. It really hurt. By that time, my fingers were starting to turn numb, my arms were tingling and my neck was starting to tingle. I could barely breathe.
But he didn't care. I was crying and breathing heavily as I went into my room, and managed to calm down a little. Then he ordered me out again, to teach my sister. He continued scolding me, and I had a second attack of hyperventilation. I went to wash my face and managed to calm down a little again, but he couldn't care less about me, and continued his scolding. I had my third attack, and it hit me bad. I was breathing so heavily, but nothing was getting to my lungs. My fingers were curled and cramped, stuck together. My arms and neck were tingling. I was crying hysterically throughout. I really couldn't stop this attack.
I took my phone, held by cramped hands, and went to my room and locked the door. I stayed there and cried for a long while, while he tried to open the door. I was still hyperventilating, but I felt better. As I was unlocking my phone and trying to call my confidant, he got the door open, stormed open to me and demanded for my phone. I held it close to me, and continued trying to call my confidant. But he just snatched my phone away from me.
I really lost it from then on. The first thing I did was to try and get my phone back, as I whispered "No, no,", but he just held it out of my reach and walked away. I started wailing, really loudly, "No!", along with an incomprehensible mix of muted screams and wails. At the same time, I had another attack, and curled up into a ball on my bed, wailing and screaming, while crying hysterically and hyperventilating. My mother got my phone from him and placed it on the table, left and closed the door, leaving me there.
After I had recovered enough, I locked the door again, and took my phone to call my confidant. I had to force my fingers to stretch out, and my entire arm cramped up.
Thank the high heavens that my confidant picked up. Who knows what I might have done then. I had already clawed my thighs and face, and cut myself twice on my thigh with my penknife. During our call, I know that I had at least one attack. It was terrible. I pretty much cried everything out to my confidant.
In hindsight, the scariest things I told my confidant are probably "Save me,", "Kill me", both with a whisper, and "I don't want to live anymore," while wailing.
Till now, I'm really affected by him. I didn't want to go to school today partly because of this, and it was so bad that I cried over having to go to school. My sister seemed perfectly fine. Or at least, way better than me.
Just because the incident is over, and I'm not crying or doing anything about it, doesn't mean that I'm not affected by it or letting it go. He obviously doesn't know that.
You know your father is really screwed up when he's the one who triggers your first hyperventilation attack, and the next few after it, all within the same day, and he doesn't bother doing anything about it.
Get me out of here.
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Hahaha, sorry that you have to wait that long though LongHairedAelita. I'm done with my waiting! I'm so excited. I get to see her tomorrow!!!!
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Hahaha, while personally I don't believe in god, I'll just say thank you because I know you mean well! Thank you! And I hope your God blesses you too in the recent future!
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Re: General Chat: September 2013
Well..
Eh, first day back at school was today. I'm so tired now.
Eh, first day back at school was today. I'm so tired now.
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Good f**king god, my sister is dumb as a s**t load of bricks.
The first time she let the car get down to near empty, and I was late to and from work because of it, we let her off with a warning.
But now it's just gotten annoying. Because not only did she let it get down super low again, but she actually called me 'mean' when I told her I wouldn't go with her to fill it back up.
What the f**k even? She managed to guilt my little brother into going with her, because she 'didn't want to go alone'. And we're supposed to feel bad for her!?
Besides that, I had a crummy first day of school. I guess on Tuesdays I have nonstop classes from 11-4:40, so I get no lunch and it's exhausting. I have a 3 hour lab which sucks. The students in my chem class have about the enthusiasm of a stack of dead ants. And the girl I was paired with in my psych class forgot half the things I told her during our mock interview (including my name).
I got stuck in rush hour traffic on the way home, which just means this is gonna happen every time. I learned my work has scheduled me for more hours than I'm allowed to or WANT to work, and I've got to settle that with them, or quit. There's nothing to eat in the house and my parents are both in really bad moods.
Add my sister being a little b***h about the car, and I am so done for today.
The first time she let the car get down to near empty, and I was late to and from work because of it, we let her off with a warning.
But now it's just gotten annoying. Because not only did she let it get down super low again, but she actually called me 'mean' when I told her I wouldn't go with her to fill it back up.
What the f**k even? She managed to guilt my little brother into going with her, because she 'didn't want to go alone'. And we're supposed to feel bad for her!?
Besides that, I had a crummy first day of school. I guess on Tuesdays I have nonstop classes from 11-4:40, so I get no lunch and it's exhausting. I have a 3 hour lab which sucks. The students in my chem class have about the enthusiasm of a stack of dead ants. And the girl I was paired with in my psych class forgot half the things I told her during our mock interview (including my name).
I got stuck in rush hour traffic on the way home, which just means this is gonna happen every time. I learned my work has scheduled me for more hours than I'm allowed to or WANT to work, and I've got to settle that with them, or quit. There's nothing to eat in the house and my parents are both in really bad moods.
Add my sister being a little b***h about the car, and I am so done for today.
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Re: General Chat: September 2013
Well my first day was nu uh none of that....the only thing I was excited for....seeing Erica again............................she already moved.........and now i'll never see her again.
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Aw, I'm sorry! Will you be able to keep in touch with her?
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No....she's in Maine and I have no idea how to contact her and her family doesn't even have the money for gas...let alone a phone bill.
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Where do you live?
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I live in Virginia. I'm a lot happier now because I found out that she actually hadn't moved yet, that was just a stupid rumor that went around because she wasn't there for the first day of school. I got to spend most of the day with her ^_^ but unfortunately she will still have to move in a month.
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Oh good god, someone once did that to me. Not nearly as big a deal, but all of us had been together for 4 weeks, and it was the second to last day, and a bunch of people were leaving, and Jonah had said he was staying til Friday, but when I asked a friend, he said Jonah had left already, so I freaked out because I hadn't gotten all my contact info from him.
About 20 minutes later I noticed he left some stuff, and I found him trying to sneak out 10 minutes later. So I grabbed some stuff to help him move to his car. I was one of the few people who got to say a real goodbye to him...
Everyone else just ran in front of his car when he tried to leave. I swear to god, everyone loved him.
Will you have no way of keeping in touch with her?
About 20 minutes later I noticed he left some stuff, and I found him trying to sneak out 10 minutes later. So I grabbed some stuff to help him move to his car. I was one of the few people who got to say a real goodbye to him...
Everyone else just ran in front of his car when he tried to leave. I swear to god, everyone loved him.
Will you have no way of keeping in touch with her?
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Aw doesn't she have a phone or something you can text her with, Ty? I mean, there's gotta be a way, with all the technology now.
Anyways, my first day of school was yesterday. God, I wish there was like, a rant thread here something because I don't want to write a whole paragraph in this discussion. But anyways, a really long story short, it was really busy, I got tons of homework on the first day, and getting to class on time is pretty stressful for me, since the school is so huge.
Sigh, I'm just happy that I'm home now. At least I managed to make a friend who's almost as much of an otaku as me xD
Anyways, my first day of school was yesterday. God, I wish there was like, a rant thread here something because I don't want to write a whole paragraph in this discussion. But anyways, a really long story short, it was really busy, I got tons of homework on the first day, and getting to class on time is pretty stressful for me, since the school is so huge.
Sigh, I'm just happy that I'm home now. At least I managed to make a friend who's almost as much of an otaku as me xD
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She has a phone, but they can no longer afford a plan for it. Her facebook profile will soon become useless because she won't have an internet connection much longer. She told me not to worry because she still has my number, so I'm assuming that she has a plan once she's in Massachusetts that she will be able to contact me....but until then...I've got nothing. I can't even write her a stupid letter because her RV camp won't allow personal mail...stupid rules....believe me I tried.
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