General Chat March

[Snickie]

It's March now.
Let's get this thing rolling!

[Koneko on lyoko]

I've been on here today and yesterday, posted in both the GC and RF for last month, come on a few times to see if there are any new posts and not once did I consider that it;s the second of March.

[Snickie]

It occurred to me when I was writing a post for the February RF topic. So I deleted my post and made a new topic.

[cya6]

Oh hay!
this is a thing now
So, yay!

[Smartguy5000]

I always forget when there's a new thread. Filling out a summer job application, since I get summers off working for the school board.

[Koneko on lyoko]

Funny how checking facebook can bring your good mood crashing down in an instant. I give the apple! up with people irl I just want to live in the internet and have this be my real life because I'm just done with everyone in this real one.

[nodsviper]

Funny how checking facebook can bring your good mood crashing down in an instant. I give the apple! up with people irl I just want to live in the internet and have this be my real life because I'm just done with everyone in this real one.

I recently deleted mine and created a blog instead...that way I can create posts as long as I want, and not have to deal with the stupids.

[Stella Luce 333]

Is it on Tumblr? Lots of people here have one, so you can get a bunch of readers…

[cya6]

Kay, so, idk how many people I told about the summer camp I'm a CIT at (which is, coincidentally, the best summer camp on the planet) but I've got my interview to go back today, and I'm SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO nervous.
I HAVE to get back in

[Koneko on lyoko]

Funny how checking facebook can bring your good mood crashing down in an instant. I give the apple! up with people irl I just want to live in the internet and have this be my real life because I'm just done with everyone in this real one.

I recently deleted mine and created a blog instead...that way I can create posts as long as I want, and not have to deal with the stupids.

It really is tempting to delete it. I dunno, I guess the reason I said that was a combination of facebook and the fact that I've been feeling pretty shitty for a while now.

[nodsviper]

Aww I'm sorry...

I had a lot of family on mine, but I have plenty of email accounts to contact them with. I was a fan of what the website was a couple years ago, but I don't like any of the changes they've made since then.

[Snickie]

Is it too much to ask for even a seminormal sleep schedule? -___-
Normal weeks: every other day go to bed at 10 and wake up next morning at 6, every other day go to bed at 11 and wake up next morning at 9. What was formerly my free time is taken up by band commitments and volunteer work.
This week: change wake up at 9 to wake up at 10 until...
Teachers and broken car: "Nope! You're going to get up at 5 these next few mornings."
Next week: "Hey, remember me? It's Daylight Savings Time! Now you have to basically get up at 4!!! Because keeping the clocks the same all year 'round is wakkie nu nu! Yaayyyyy!!!!!"

Today was the third day in a row I've had to get up this week because my windshield was cracked yesterday and I had to go in with my mom while the glass company fixed it while I was at school; I wasn't supposed to go in until 10. I got a normal number hours of sleep last night for having to get up early again today, and I found myself having trouble staying awake during Spanish class. The extended percussion rehearsal only made it worse and also made it so the rest of my wakeful time tonight had no chance of real productivity.

Doing everything one thing at a time until everything is done would mean that I get no sleep. I can't function this way, and I refuse to drink coffee. I don't know how I'm going to survive college.

Brain: fried.
Work: unfinished
Status: idek I'm going to bed

[Atlas]

Returned from RL affairs. Feel like getting the mod body off its rear and doing things again.

Bugging the online ones as we speak.

[cya6]

XD
RL affairs are stupid. Glad to see your trollish face around again

[Snickie]

I just found out that my stepgrandfather had a mild heart attack last night and is in the hospital.

[juejue]

Aww I hope he's doing okay, Snickie.

Anyways, I rarely post here so...*Sneaks away quietly*

[eseiprahs]

Seriously, there are times I just really cannot stand my dad. He can be so rude and disrespectful and I hate it. And I don't mean rude and disrespectful to others, but to us.

*takes deep breath* Just needed a small rant.

[nodsviper]

Yikes, I'm sorry to hear about your step grandfather...

^Well, everybody needs some place to vent about things

[Snickie]

He's okay...he's going home either today or tomorrow. They put two stints in. I had a weird dream last night that I was at his house and he said they'd put the stints in and showed them to me, only it was basically two fat needles with both ends in his arm and some kind of an IV bag in the middle. Then he took it off like it was nothing, and I retreated to the bathroom. I woke up needing to pee, lol.

So that's what's going on.

[cya6]

I'm glad he's not too bad off Snickie!
Ugh, I'm on day 3 of this horrible headache.

[Koneko on lyoko]

I went running with my friends today the result of this was an epiphany where I realised just how unfit I'd become. I was such a healthy active person when I was younger...then I spent about 5 years in front of the computer watching anime and now I can't even do 1 lap of the field without stopping -.-

[cya6]

So, I was out shopping with my mom and sister today, and the topic of social anxiety came around. I told her how I had a lot of social anxiety, how I really can't talk to people, and about how I've had a few panic attacks lately around people.
She said she couldn't imagine WHY I'd have social issues.
I said, gee, I don't know, maybe something to do with being cooped up in the house for the last 8 years, leaving the house for maybe 6 hours a week.
Older sister said, well, I don't have any problems like that (this coming from the girl who can't talk in public to anyone).
My mom said, yeah, Anna doesn't have these problems.
Then she said:
"I think you're like this because you decided to be like this."




I'm done. I'm just. Done.
WHAT THE apple! ***** NO WAY IN HELL DID I 'DECIDE' TO apple! HAVE SOCIAL PROBLEMS!!!!! I BET MY DEPRESSION IS A DECISION TOO!!! HELL, I BET ALL MY PROBLEMS ARE CONSCIOUS apple! DECISIONS!!!!
This whole conversation preluded her saying that she doesn't think homosexuality, ect, should be forced on little kids.
She said "hey, if you want to be gay, great, just don't try to convert my children."
I said "The best way to eliminate discrimination is by teaching children at a young age that this is acceptable."
She changed the subject.
God, *****. THIS is why I don't take my problems to her

[eseiprahs]

Snickie, I'm happy to hear that he's not too awfully off as well.

Cya, I'm sorry to hear about your predicament

[Snickie]

I came home after my volunteer work today, held my cats, and then ended up trying to sleep on the couch in hopes that my sudden nausea would go away. It didn't; it just got worse. Half an hour later I'm at the toilet and I realize... it's the school's handsoap. That stuff is so awful it literally makes me want to puke. The smell of it is making it worse. -___-

I was having a good day up until that point.

[eseiprahs]

Aw no! I hope you feel/get better! But wait...so it was the hand soap that makes you sick?

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