Re: General Chat November

[cya6]

So playing League of Legends is my favorite thing ever.  I have a bunch of friends who play, and we have a skype call, and we laugh, and joke, and yell, and curse, and make fun of each other, and it's a great time.
One of my friends, Zeph, has these friends at his school, who he'd invite sometimes, and one of them in particular I play a lot with.  And so he and I will play on our own, without our mutual friend, and we joke that we'll never be friends, we'll always be 'friends of a friend' even though we're clearly friends.
And I hate his roomate who hates me and we always make fun of each other, and I make fun of him because I'm higher leveled and he makes fun of my plays and my yawn, and we don't actually hate each other.
But it's always a good time.  And I wouldn't trade my times on League for the world.

You should go out, Essy.

[eseiprahs]

Oh, believe me, cya, I want to go out. I also want to get some work done before the weekend comes around though.

[cya6]

WORK IS FOR THE WEAK

[eseiprahs]

WOAH SORRY CYA I'LL CHANGE

[Stella Luce 333]

You can always get some work done today (Friday) & then go out tonight, when the weekend technically starts… 

[Ivona no Fyra]

Went to a little convention of sorts at my school to play some Pokemon. Twas all in good fun, as usually I've no one to really play with.

That sounds like fun Cya.

[eseiprahs]

I was having a Walking Dead Season 4 marathon and I love that show I can't even I can't.

[Coto524]

Okay, so I've been wondering about this for a while: does America celebrate Remembrance/Armistice Day at all?

[eseiprahs]

We have a Remembrance Day, yes.

[Snickie]

We do? .....


Work is for people who don't know what they're doing and physics majors.
Class registration for me was yesterday. I had such an easy time with it except that one of the classes I needed to take was mislabelled as "majors only or by permission of instructor" and nobody had any idea until I contacted the department head because I couldn't sign up for it even though I had already requested (and been granted) permission from the instructor. But now that's resolved.

[eseiprahs]

Well...Memorial Day...which is kind of the same thing but not really. Memorial and Remembrance mean the same thing.

Idk, I don't know what I was really talking about last night I was still kind of drunk what do ya want from me.

[Snickie]

Why were you drunk?

My roommate sipped the spiked punch at a party last night (not knowing any better) and then was like, "Uh, no thanks." So that was interesting last night.

So, boys and romance are totally confusing.

On the other hand (teehee, hand), my nails look kind of fabulous. Even though the polishing job was very mediocre (I can't polish left-handed, ok) and it chipped while I was in the shower. XD

[eseiprahs]

Why was I drunk? Because...I was drinking alcohol...and it was Friday.

[Stella Luce 333]

Okay, so I've been wondering about this for a while: does America celebrate Remembrance/Armistice Day at all?

It might just have a different name…Sounds like it might be equivalent Memorial Day or Veteran’s Day (which is today), but we have a few others that are similar as well…

[eseiprahs]

Yeah, Happy Veterans day guys!

[The Pastamancer]

I'm also gonna wish everyone a happy Veteran's day despite not being on in a while; sorry about that. Turns out junior year at least for me is not offering up much free time.

[eseiprahs]

Junior year of high school or college, Pasta?

If you're talking about high school, then I know that feel. It is the busiest/most important year of high school year after all.

[cya6]

I can't do this chemistry anymore

[eseiprahs]

Ohh, Chemistry. What Chemistry are you in?

[cya6]

principals of chem, 1

JUST SO MANY FU*KING PROBLEMS SO MANY SHI**Y PROBLEMS PLUS MY TEACHER HAS STUPID TYPOS EVERYWHERE AND I CAN'T DO THIS AND IT'S BEYOND SH*T AND I'M JUST SO TIRED

[eseiprahs]

I'M SO SORRY THAT ALL SOUNDS HORRIBLE, CYA.
IF IT MAKES YOU FEEL BETTER, I'VE BEEN WORKING ON SOCIOLOGY ALL NIGHT.

I'm taking a break and eating Reese's now though.

[cya6]

I keep lying to everyone.  To my parents and to myself.  I keep telling myself I don't need to study, don't need to do homework, waste time, five minutes here, ten minutes there, things drag on and I fall further and further behind.  It's like a black hole, I say 'I only need a day or two to look that over' and then that day or two becomes a day, which becomes an afternoon, and then an evening, and then I'm frantically trying to figure it all out the night before, the morning of, the class before, rushing to get it done before the teacher collects it because I keep convincing myself to put it off.
The thing is, when I try to start it, my whole mood just plummets, sinking down so deep, I start to feel beyond depressed and sick to my stomach, like anything, ANYTHING, would be preferable to this, and then I start to feel suicidal, like this will never get better, I'll never WANT to push myself again, never WANT to face a challenge or want to learn, never find any joy in life again.
I told my parents I had 10 or 11 chem assignments left when I really have 15, because I can't face them getting on my case, but I feel so drained the instant I have to try and figure it out.  It feels like I'm losing every ounce of my life with this work.
Or with any work.  Even if it's the simplest thing, I feel drained and dead trying to do it.
And it never stops.  And it never goes away.

[eseiprahs]

Cya, sounds to me like you need some ADD medication. Have you thought about going on some?

[cya6]

How would that help with lack of motivation and depression?  It sounds like it would do the opposite!

[eseiprahs]

Lack of motivation is connected to focus. When you are able to focus easier on your work, it can cause you to have more motivation. It won't help with the depression, but it could help in the motivation issue. It's just a suggestion though.

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