Re: Random Facts: August 2013

[The Pastamancer]

RF:I just want everyone to know I'm not dead.

RF:I'm just frraking out because of my summer work and procrastination.

RF:Don't expect to hear from me for about a week; sorry.

[cya6]

RF:  Come back to us Pastaaaa!!!!

RF:  Good god, my parents have finally realized that I've been cutting

RF:  The most awkward conversation I have EVER had with my father, and the most awkward conversation I have every had with my anyone in my family, short to that of the whole 'now that you're getting older' talk.

RF:  Obviously he's right, I shouldn't do that, but I will do ANYTHING to avoid that conversation ever again.

RF: I HATE talking about important stuff with my family.

RF:  I just hate it.  I would do ANYTHING to avoid it.  It makes me feel absolutely awful and ick all over.

RF:  I don't know why I hate that kind of intimacy with my family, but I just freaking do.


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RF:  It got worse.  My mom has now talked to me about it, and apparently my little sister noticed.

RF:  ARGH, I just want to get away from this.

RF:  I'm gonna head up to my room, eat popcorn, and watch The Cat Returns

[No.1JerlitaFan]

RF: I had a friend.

RF: She came to me for someone to talk to.

RF: Her situation was almost identical to yours. 

RF: I told her I had never dealt with anything like it before, but I was willing to listen.

RF: That was completely true.

RF: She told me how it drove her crazy to watch the favorite little sister, the one everyone adored, the little demon wearing the skin of an angel pretending to be so innocent.

RF: I tried to help her, i really did. I did the only thing I knew how to do, listen and speculate. Listen, speculate, give advice based on thinking and logic because I lacked any experience.

RF: The advice I gave her was exactly what she didn't need, it was not advice at all...it was poison.

RF: She killed herself.

RF: It's my fault she is dead....I killed her. 

RF: I have already come to terms with it, nothing I can do will change the fact that I murdered one of my best friends.

RF: What I can do is learn from that and attempt to right my wrong.

RF: What I can do is fix the advice I gave....and give actual advice that will really help...instead of.....what it used to do.

RF: Do not try to expose the underlying truth, that is a road you do not want to go down. Trying to make everyone see her for what she is will only backfire and lead to everyone mistrusting you. 

RF: If you think that you are already mistrusted, you're wrong, I've seen what that really looks like.

RF: Do not try to push away your family simply because they can't see what's really going on.....my friend did that. That's why no one was there to stop her.

RF: Talk to your sister, simply have a heart-to-heart with her and make sure she knows you simply want to talk with her. You don't even have to talk to her about that, just hang out with her, have fun, make jokes, talk about whatever, just BE sisters. 

RF: Establishing a bond with her, a sibling is the best thing you can ever do. Trust me, I have a brother, we used to hate each other. But, now...neither of us will admit it to each other, but we'd die for one another. I wouldn't even hesitate to give my life to save his, and he would do the same for me.

RF: That kind of bond can only be made if you talk to them. Just BE siblings. Just BE family.

[cya6]

RF:  Oh my god, I am so sorry.

RF:  I know you've probably heard it before, but I don't think it was your fault that she died.  At absolute worse, your advice was just one problem, but it was NOT directly your fault.

RF:  I will do my best to mend bridges now.  Promise.

[No.1JerlitaFan]

RF: Thank you, it means a lot to me that you are trying to take my new advice, the only good thing that came out of what happened.

[juejue]

RF: I'm a bit depressed from reading the previous posts

RF: But I totally get what you mean about your sis, Cya.

RF: My step-sister is exactly like that omg I hate it so much

[No.1JerlitaFan]

RF: Don't get sad.

RF:.......GET GLAD!

RF: I'm sorry, I'm really good at being able to switch emotions really quickly. 

RF: It's not that I'm bipolar, just the opposite, I can completely control them. I can just "turn on the happy switch" so to speak.

[juejue]

RF: That's good, I'm kind of like that too!

RF: But it's weird to be happy all of a sudden when you just finished talking about something serious.

[No.1JerlitaFan]

RF: Yep, you described me perfectly...weird ^_^

[juejue]

RF: You know, that is weird.

RF: For some reason, I always seem to guess right things about you.

[No.1JerlitaFan]

RF: You're right, that is weird.

RF: You know what else is true? I'm weird.

RF: You do always seem to make good assumptions about me.

[juejue]

RF: I guess we weird people are more similar than we think

RF: But isn't everybody a little weird?

RF: I haven't met anyone who wasn't.

RF: Or maybe that's just me.

[No.1JerlitaFan]

RF: I have met people who weren't weird at all.

RF: They're really boring.

RF: They're as dull as a brick, or a dalek in a pacifist convention.

[Stella Luce 333]

RF: I don’t think that would end well for the pacifist convention…lol 

[No.1JerlitaFan]

RF: Hahaha, you got that right.

[Stella Luce 333]

RF: That’s a good plot bunny if anybody wants it…lol 

[juejue]

RF: I went to Michigan for a few days

RF: That's why I haven't been on here

RF: Also, I'm getting together with my friend this weekend

RF: We haven't seen each other since last school year!

[Koneko on lyoko]

RF: that's awesome Jue
RF: also I can't stop watching the GIF of Akise in your sig ahhh Dx

[No.1JerlitaFan]

HEY JULES! WELCOME BACK!!!!

[juejue]

HI!!!

RF: I know Kay, isn't he dreamy? XD

RF: ALSO THERE'S A NEW HETALIA EPISODE TODAY OMG

[Koneko on lyoko]

RF: what what what new episode what!?!
RF: Jeu tell me!!

[No.1JerlitaFan]

RF: You have to tell us where to find said new episode of Hetalia, other wise we shall have to murder you.

[juejue]

RF: You can watch it here.

RF: It's not subbed yet, because it just came out today

RF: Ughh I just wish I knew what they were saying because of my USUK feels

[No.1JerlitaFan]

RQ: THERE ARE US/UK MOMENTS IN THIS EPISODE??????

[juejue]

RF: YEAH A BIT AND OMG IT WAS SO CUTE

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